Grace Awakening

Lately, I’ve been dissatisfied with “Church As Usual.”  I’ve watched over the years as people come to church to do the “church thing” and rush out to make sure they get a good table or don’t have to wait too long in line at their favorite restaurant.  I’ve seen lifeless worship – even participating in it.  I’ve seen the boredom on faces as the pastor delivers a message. I’ve listened to hundreds of dull, lifeless messages – even delivering some.  I’ve also seen the unresponsiveness of the cold heart.  I’ve seen unimaginable cruelty among Christians.  I’ve seen power struggles, heard lies, observed betrayals, watched lives crushed by harsh words and unforgiveness, and lived through the horrors of “godly” Christian people.  In the end, I’ve become disenchanted with “Church As Usual.”